This has been a wild couple of months emotionally for me as Cambrie is wrapping up with school. Way back when, I didn't think I'd cry when she graduated because I'm just not the crying type. However I'm beginning to wonder if that assumption is wrong. I find that in tearing up with all of the "lasts." Her last orchestra concert was no exception.
I saw her before the performance, which normally doesn't happen. She said in a panic that she was going to perform a senior solo. This was the first I'd heard about this and wasn't sure I'd heard correctly. As a freshman this would have been her worst nightmare; performing alone where everyone would be watching. She dashed behind stage before I really understood what was going on. I didn't know when she had decided to do this. I didn't know if she had a solo piece prepared. I didn't know if her nerves would handle it. So as she walked onto the stage all my herself I was excited and curious. I recognized the piece she chose to play. It's a piece she's been working on for her Purdue orchestra audition. She didn't play it perfectly, but she covered up her mistakes with confidence and no one could even tell. I was bawling the entire performance. I was so proud of her. The growth she's had these last few years is incredible. She walked off stage with her head held high and a smile on her face.
My tears returned though as I listened to her playing with her orchestra. This was it. This was the last time I'll probably be able to see her perform. All those years of concerts, and now they're over. It hit me a lot harder than I thought it would. She gave hugs to her fellow orchestra members and Mr. Tafoya, who reminded her of how nervous she had been at her first chair audition.
It was also senior night, so they took a moment to recognize all of the graduating seniors. Seeing her up on that stage, so happy to begin the next phase of her life, but still loving and appreciating this one, was pretty awesome.
After it was all over, we met her out in the hall per usual. Kelton and Jacob were both there to watch with me, and it's fabulous that she has support from these guys.



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