Do you ever wonder?

Do you ever wonder if you're a little OCD?  Sometimes I think I'm a little too particular about things.  For example:

• My bed has to be made the exact same way every day.  If the top isn't folded down, it really bugs me and I will fix it before I climb into bed. 
• I have to have the girls' beds made the same way every morning.  When Cambrie is a sweetheart and makes her own bed, I really have to fight the instinct to correct the mistakes. 
• The dishes have to be clean by the time I wake up in the morning.  I need to start off my day with a fully stocked cabinet of sippy cups, bowls, and spoons.  If I have to run the dishwasher in the morning instead of while I'm sleeping the night before....I get grumpy and it throws of my whole morning.
• The blinds in the kitchen need to be open by the time we eat breakfast.
• They also need to be closed the minute it gets dark outside.
• The house needs to be picked up before I go to my room for the night.  If I wake up and there are still books on the floor...grumpiness ensues.
• My clothes all have to face the same direction on the hanger.  I like to have them hung so I can see the front while I'm deciding what to wear.
• If I clean something, my girls are basically not allowed to touch anything because I don't want to clean it again.
• The blankets on my girls' shelf are arranged by fabric type.
• My shower, hair, and make-up routine is exactly the same every morning, as well as my bedtime routine.  Jeremy laughs because he can tell by what noises the soap and water and making how close I am to being done.
• I'm on such a routine that at night after the girls go to bed, it doesn't matter if I'm hungry or not, I will eat a treat anyway while watching TV.
• I like my girls' clothes to match.  If they don't match...I'm not as patient with them during the day.  Weird, I know.

But at the same time, I can't be that bad. With all my very particular traits, you'd think I'd actually have things organized.

• The clothes in my drawer rarely stay folded.
• My necklaces aren't even in a jewelry box, they're in a P.F. Chang's take-out container.
• The desk is always piled with projects, bills, and things to file.
• My spice cabinet is a maze to negotiate.
• Good luck trying to find a working pen in our house.
• I'm in luck if I vacuum once a week.
• I'm in luck if I mop once every two weeks.
• I have "junk boxes" where all the extra stuff ends up when I'm cleaning.  Those rarely get sorted.
• I don't even have a good space to put my runner gear...it's in a pile next to my lotion of all things.
• Our shoes live in a massive pile by the garage door.

So I don't know.  Maybe I'm crazy but trying to ignore it.